假如我是雾非雾

花非花

天明就走，别让一切显得如此突兀。

I’m so tired of being here
　　Suppressed by all my childish fears
　　And if you have to leave
　　I wish that you would just leave
　　’Cause your presence still lingers here
　　And it won’t leave me alone
　　These wounds won’t seem to heal
　　This pain is just too real
　　There’s just too much that time cannot erase
　　When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
　　When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
　　I held your hand through all of these years
　　But you still have
　　All of me
　　
　　You used to captivate me
　　By your resonating light
　　Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
　　Your face it haunts
　　My once pleasant dreams
　　Your voice it chased away
　　All the sanity in me
　　These wounds won’t seem to heal
　　This pain is just too real
　　There’s just too much that time cannot erase
　　When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
　　When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
　　I held your hand through all of these years
　　But you still have
　　All of me
　　I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
　　But though you’re still with me
　　I’ve been alone all along
　　
　　When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
　　When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
　　I held your hand through all of these years
　　But you still have
　　All of me...

愤怒,伤感,绝望..不只是曼森这么觉得.

有一大堆的人如此,视程度轻重而定,他们需要找到宣泄的出口..

     4月            

   9月

当我还在为一个星期的假期去哪儿躲荫伤脑筋时,我发现另外个问题,也许7天休假对我来说远远不够..密密匝匝的约定让我无奈,因为过去我许过太多的诺言,等我空了,一定一定..虽然我有时候不得不撒些善意的谎,但是这些约定过的朋友,同学,亲戚已经听过我太多的承诺...我不敢也不能再"欺骗"他们..

仍然奢望能给自己一天时间,即使我的房间一团糟糕,即使我的狗我的花我的草我还没来得及给予他们足够的关心,但是我还是这样想...

OKOK,如果没有一天,半天也罢..

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